Friday, 1 August 2014

THE SENSE OF PEACE


How do I describe my experience in Maun? I really have no words.  I know that the comments and feedback especially  on Facebook consistently have stated that in my photos I appear to be having so much fun and I seem so peaceful.   I have felt a deep sense of; I don’t know what here in this land.  I am undoubtedly in the “country” the air is fresh and clean and there is a certain unhurried presence.  I am at peace with me and with my surroundings.  There is always an assumption that I belong, if not from here, then from somewhere on the continent.  One day, a man came up as I was standing in the parking lot, shook my hands, yes randomly like that, but then he stated, he realized I was not a typical Ghanaian woman as he assumed, when I did not do the proper handshake.  I never did learn the handshake.  Sometimes I became so caught up in conversations it seemed that I was trying to absorb whether by dialogue or osmosis years of history and culture. There was always something new and fascinating and people were always willing it seems to share.


KGOTLA

I had the privilege of visiting a Kgotla and without an appointment the Chief who happened to be female took more than ten minutes of her time to talk to me about her experiences. Although she was the first born in her family, her brother inherited the chiefdom, but since he chose politics she was acting on his behalf in the Kgotla.  She while waiting for witnesses to arrive for a case she was presiding over, took time to share her personal experiences with me, a stranger.

In Botswana the Kgotla institution continues to play a vital role in addressing conflicts arising from within and between communities. The Kgotla is a traditional system which serves as a forum for policy formulations, decision making, including political and economic developmental activities and judiciary on litigation.  In the Kgotla the chief and headmen are seated in a semi-circle while listening to cases or in meetings. The face to face seating arrangement signifies the equality that exists in the Kgotla and the belief in ‘mafoko a matlhong’ (words are easily spoken out when facing each other).




OPENING THEIR HOMES

I had been taking lots of pictures of rondavels, the traditional huts, but had not been inside one and mentioned this to my colleagues while we were on our way to the Kgotla, after they laughed at my interest they decided that I should of course go in one that day. How does this happen?  

My colleague stated that she will just assess the friendliness of a strangers tone as we stood on the street, when they respond to Dumela and then simply ask if I can enter into their home. I could not follow the discussion between her and the first woman she approached but what ensued was that we were entering into the yard of the rondavel we were standing in front of and a stranger was welcoming me into his home. He told he how he had inherited the home from his father and was waiting for papers to be able to upgrade it with electricity and running water, but he already had a home of his own.  In Botswana, land is free to citizens. Again I was touched by the generosity of strangers to open and share their life with me with such ease.



I experienced this willingness to share again when I was invited to spend a night with a family who were basically strangers to me.  They were felt it was ridiculous for me to spend hundreds of pula on a hotel room that I would basically only to be in for less than seven hours as we were leaving for a Game drive at 4:30 am the following morning.  But in providing me with a bed the family chose to sleep on the floor. They stated it was their way of showing hospitality. I was beyond touched. 





THE JUXTAPOSITION

But for me there is also a jarring juxtaposition, the reason I am here, my mandate.  In assessing the policies and procedures of the shelter I realized that the counselors were exposed to a high level of vicarious and secondary trauma stress in their work with victims of gender based violence.  The atrocities stories of violence perpetrated against victims were heart wrenching and there were no processes established for Counsellors to debrief.   My mandate expanded somewhat to incorporate the impact of secondary trauma and developing tools to assist the Counsellors to work more effectively which ultimately would reduce compassion fatigue and increase their sharing and support of each other.  


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